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Monday, July 26, 2010

So tired.... Database written test, better communication for better relationship presentation, law assignment, project final presentation. WOW!

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Sunday, July 25, 2010

Some memories just flew past my mind. Just remember how much my friend take care of me, try not to bully me in games or stand up for me in other things. Happy. hahaha! What i always wanted was all the while here. My friend would take care of me, help me not only in work but in games. I love all my friend.

In this world, who would not like this feeling? Feeling of being taken care by friends, feeling of friends worrying for you, feeling of been protected by friend. haha! This feeling is irreplaceable! I LOVE YOU ALL MY FRIEND! I will remember your and one day, if i have the chance, i will return 10 times more of what your have did for me =)

You know what is one thing i like and hate about me? What i'm about to say is deep down honest from my heart. I will always remember the moment that your have touched my heart. And when some day i am angry with you, i would always remember what your did for me and my anger will no longer be there.

Yes, i may sometime show my unhappiness to you. But if you have any impression, my anger does not last long. (Who disagree with me??) Because i would always remember the things your did before for me and that moment stand a place in my mind and deep in my heart. Making me forgive what you have done to me to make me angry or what you have said or commented that hurt me deep down. Anyone disagree?? I could name out the moment that leave the deepest or leave an impression in my heart. You ask, i tell =)

I don't know what friends think about me, but i hope it is good. I hope, i have also leave a good impression in my friends heart. An impression that would make them forgive what i have do or done to hurt them. Do i have this impression in anyone heart? Did i ever do things that your are touched or feel loved? I hope i do. In this world, friends and family are important. Or at least to me, i feel that way.

I love my family lots! We may bicker around or show unhappiness, but that is why we are so happy together and love each other a lot. If one is been mistreated by people, others would felt the anger. Thats is how our family is. We love each other very very much. I love my parent. And am sorry to my mummy. My attitude is not very good to her as i often felted irritated. But deep down, i know my mummy love me alot =)

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Casual post

Milko birthday celebration was nice =) But have to lie to her so many time on that day is so .... hahhaaa! Anyway, wish milko will like the present we gave as well as the mini celebration.

I realize i have really grown up. 20 years old already. There are many thing which i dare not to say 'no', but now, i can finally say it as compare to the past. But still, many of the time, i still can't say no.

I learn to let thing go easily as in the past, i would have find it very very hard. Well, what can i say? I have grown up. Not much childish thinking. In the past, i work so hard to let everyone like me as i can't take insult or embarrassment, or i can't take it when people dislike me and say evil things about me.Thus, thinking that everyone will like me if i say yes to everything, or doing what they like. Haha. But, now, i think it is easier to keep thing simple.

I will treat everyone with heart. If someone thinks i'm faking it, i can't help it. If someone think i am not worthy to be their friend, i can't help it. What i can do, is to forget what anyone have say or commented on me, and continue to treat you with heart even if you will not or don't know how to appreciate. I just want thing simple. I can really swear to god that i treat all friends with heart, If i don't like you, i will show it a little obvious as i can't hide my facial expression.

Well, so enough about that. 20 years old now, soon to be 21, hope 21 can have a great birthday party with all my friend that i invite will come. However you feel that we don't know each other well, if you willing to give it a try, you will realize things are different from what you think and who knows? You use to think that we are not well may turn to be we are best friend or clique? haha

Just want things simple. I want my nice family and all my nice friend! hahah! Many time would like to go for movie with friend, but realize i have little friend to called. Suddenly felt the loneliness. But, i think, actually i got many friend, it just that i do not have the courage to invite them out. Who know? If i invite them, they might come out for a movie? hahah! Human must stay positive! I'm trying hard to stay positive =)

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Saturday, July 17, 2010

Casual post

Soon, is IPP! Hope i can be with yan qing and mei zhen. But its like quite far leh! hahah! But i think i can stand it so long as i'm with them. Moreover, its just afew month! Soon after, will be back in shcool for FYPJ. HAHAHA

Allan birthday is coming =) So is Yan Qing birthday! hahaha!! hai~~So is technical walk through and corporate governance quiz. HAHA!!

Priscilla is missing grace, you se, etc. Most of all is the Khoo Wan Ning. So long long long time never met up with her. After Poly end, i'm sure to find her often! hahahaa!

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Friday, July 9, 2010

Soon

Poly life is coming to an end. Should i be happy? hahaha! Actually, i'm quite happy. Hmmm, soon in September, will be going for my industry attachment. Hope can get something easy to do and very much hope can have friends with me in the same company. Is that possible? hahah! After attachment will be Final Year project. =( Soon after, if all goes well, yay...Graduation!

After graduation, want to rest for awhile if possible, than continue to study. Have no wish of entering university even if my result allow me to. I want to go learn something that i'm interested in for very long. HAHA! Woooo, at the same time, i will nu li to do something i promise to do for a long time =)

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Sunday, July 4, 2010

Pam school art fest performance

Saturday evening we when to river valley high school to watch her performance. Waited so long and her performance is the last second. HAHA! When finally its her turn, we were all laughing and pointing. We can't believe thats our sister there dancing. She's all grown up.

Reached home, mummy said to us: "Just now when watching pam pam on stage, i than realise my daughter have grew up so much, and when i turn, i saw your looking and laughing, saying omg, thats my sister!" HAHAH! i guess, suddenly, mummy felt old seeing all her daughter grew that much! hahaha! =)

That day her school performance, the drama club was interesting! Most of them really feels professional to me. Especially a girl! She was so funny and cute. HAHAH! She got potential as a drama queen. Was so entertaining!

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PLEASE, I'M NOT RICH

Yes, i maybe living in a private housing but I'M NOT RICH! Yes, i may get things that i ask for or could spend money more freely as compare to other. But so what?! That doesn't mean I'm rich! I just have a loving parents that are willing to give us what we ask for. What is my spending got to do with you?? I have my right to buy the things i want and why does that bother you that much??

Some people are really crazy!! They just like to compare others with themselves. What for compare?? Does that make you feel good??? One phrase to describe these people: " NOTHING BETTER TO DO"

And please, don't take me forgranted can. I always spend money but that doesn't mean i'm rich and have a lots of money. Yah, i may like to buy things to share with my friends, does that means i'm rich?! SIAO! Sharing things with my clique makes me happy, and i like it but that doesn't mean i'm rich! I really don't like people to treat me as a money trees as my parent are working hard for me not you! IS ME!! NOT YOU!! Its never you! So please stop treating me as money trees. I share on my own account and don't like to be force or so ever or been said about it! Hate it alot! Yes, i drive a car to school! SO WHAT! Its not my car! It's my parents car! NOT MINE! I'm not rich! My parent just love us alot and allow us to drive car to school for our convenient. Why does it concern you?!

I'm now so agreed with my friends who stay in private housing. They said: " it's our parents who are rich, not us" Having the abilities or power to spend does not mean spending without thinking. Sometime i wonder why people take me forgranted? i don't like it!

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Yes, but ...

Many time in Priscilla life, she would like to spit out what she really feels about something, but she can't. And this are the time that she is with her friends. Because at home, she is like tiger, and would say things that she would never say in-front of her friends (except vulgarities!!!).

Sometime, i really don't like it. But i'm afraid of offending my friend as i think this friend of my is important, she treat me good, she care about me, she stood by me . But sometime i just can't control my emotion. I can't stop feeling angry and mad. Because certain thing does not occurred 1 or 2 time, not even 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10 time. It many many many time!

I know, and i understand, this friend of my might not think that much as i understand her character well. Something must make clear to her so she would understand, or else, she would not notice. But, i just can't bring myself to make it clear as i'm afraid any hard feeling might arise. I don't like to raise a problem within friends, as i don't like to be a trouble maker and i don't like cold war within friends, but i can't stop feeling angry angry angry at some time or every-time.

Sometime i really feel frustrated and upset as she take things forgranted. Not saying she did it on purpose, but i really think and hope she do consider things for me by putting herself in my perspective or position. Something is a convenient to her. Did she notice it?? Initially, it is not a trouble to me, but as time passes, it became a trouble as she is always..... We are friends and best friends, but somethings should still not be taken forgranted about.

Many time i showed her that i'm angry, but after awhile, i felt sorry. As she have never show me any angriness. Thus, i end up always feeling guilty of been angry. But, i ask myself, is that right?? The problem still exist don't it?? I always dare not to say what i feel, living a coward life, making life difficult for myself. I'm tired of it. But so what?? I would still never tell her the problem or the reason that i'm angry. Somehow i feel she know why i'm angry, but why there is no action taken? Thats how i feel.

I really feel that this is the reason why i often get frustrated with her as compare to others. I do really really like this friend of my, i do enjoy her presence. But i do hope that she would understand me, try to do something about it. As this keep bothering me and affect my mood.

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