Name: ~~zhuzhu~~ Birthday: 13th March Behaviour: Very Bad Likes:SlackIng Dislikes:Slacking

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2)Hope YeaR 2 will bE gOoD!
3)Hope Everyone happy!
4)HoPe i cAn faster sLim down =( 5)HOPE MY FAMILY MEMBERS ALL HEALTHY! =)

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Poly life ending =)

Year 2 is coming to an end soon and year 3 is coming! Have known the academic path already! Academic first, follow by industry attachment, than Final Year project! hahah!!

Hmmmm, looks like poly life is coming to an end soon =) But what's next? haha! I think i will first study makeup artist. Hhaahaha!Many more things i want to learn!

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Sorry and thank you Yan qing

Now i suppose to be studying! But just take a 5min slack to blog! hahah! can mah?! hahha!

To my dearest best friend Yan Qing! Yan qing, thanks so much. I am sorry and grateful to you! Grateful in the sense that you helped me out in project a lot. Not only IT2579, but also IT 2574. I am grateful that i grouped with you. You always accommodate me and helped me out. Take the IT2574 report for an example.

I am really sorry. I know i have been missing some project meeting, leaving early,etc. Leaving you to do most of the thing. Like today, you asked me don't need to go school as Mr Ho son is not feeling well so he will not be in school. But, in fact, i should be responsible enough to come and figure out the problem with you. I felt bad and guilty towards you. The project work belongs to us, and i should not leave it to you only.

I realized that sometime i only know how to say people not doing work or so. Am i like them to you?? I don't know. But somehow i realize that i might be one of them. Not been responsible of my own work.

Sometime i like abit angry towards you when doing project, but i not really angry, i is just abit irritated by project. Really wish to apologize for my slacking behavior. This semester i feel that i am so useless. Did you ever regrets grouping with me?? hah! Don't need to answer me! haha! I can feel it myself.

Lastly, i would like to end this post with many thanks to Yan qing! Hope you will be happy happy! Don't sad because of many thing, cos every time i see you sad, i don't know what to do. I am a stupid person, don't know how to react and what to say to my friend. I don't know / not good at comforting people. hahA! So be happy! Thanks you x 1000. Best friend x infinity! =P

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Daybreaker

Yesterday caught the movie, Daybreaker with Daddy and Eunice at westmall! hahah! The show is scary! Always scared me! I jumped up twice! Scary la! hahahaa!!

I have make it clear to myself already! I will not think of it anymore! hahaha! My post getting shorter and shorter!

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Chat chat day

Today after school, when out with shin pei for coffee at starbuck. Follow by meeting up with wan ning too and have porridge for dinner at wan ning house nearby. haha! WAnted to eat porridge as my stomach is not well. After dinner, which is 10pm, we went to CCK for movie!

The movie was interesting and funny! Both of them laugh alot! I Laugh most at the NG part! wahhah! HAHAH!! WAnt to sleep le! Short post today! Night night!

missing......

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Normal DAY

Today went back to NYP for project! haha! Finished my web service part le! ^____^ haha! happy happy! But next, still got it2572 project, PM! hahha! Still got test test! hahah!

Too much things to do le! haha! Never mind, holiday is coming! hehehe! I am awaiting the arrival of my holiday! hahahaha!

Nothing much to share today. haha! Oh, got something!! Lin long say my brownie like Nian Gao, Allan and Eunice say my brownie like chocolate flavor the Fa Gao! hahah! I am the only one in earth to make a brownie that have 3 different taste! whahahah!! lor! haha!

^_________________^

priscilla is waiting...

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Test Test Project Project Exam Exam Holiday Movie

Finish 2 test today! haahh! Subnet was easy! hahaha! But IT2573 i never study, still okay bah! Don't know can pass anot! hahahahaah!

Just reach home! HAHAH! Now this week have to choing project! Than next week got 2 test! Sadded! hahah! Nevermind la! Faster test finish faster holiday! ^__^

I want to watch movie, want to drink starbuck! hahaha!! Next time i must form a movie club that contain friend which live nearby here! hahaha!

Oh yah, just receive another call! Angry! Sunday also receive the call! Prank call! Angry leh! Very nice to prank meh?! hahah! lor!~~ Nvm, lucky today i good mood, if not...if not... if not... haha! Don't know la! whwhahah! WHO WANT WATCH MOVIE AT CCK?!

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Last Post of MPP

I think i feel much better already. If you had said that the problem lies with me, i think i have nothing to say and will not be hoping for a change. I would definably hope that you would change your mind, but i think i am fine now.

I take thing seriously, so i hope you will mention to no one..Not even a slip of mouth. Or i will be real disappointed! wahahha! lor! =(

Tml 2 test! Stress stress! hahah!

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Addition to DAY 3 of MPP

I finally find the cause of why i today cannot absorb in the Subnet thingy! hahaha! It is because i am very hungry. My mind keep thinking of what can i eat. Should i go takeaway, should i go down make some food! hahah! Because today i don't want to go out eat with my family as Tuesday got 2 test and i haven study, so i stay at home. But my maid wasn't at home as she go out to do things, so no one cook for me. Than i lazy to go cook and also got no time to cook as i need to study for test.

Until 7pm when i finally go out takeaway dinner, than i realize that this is the cause why i can't study! Over hungry, thus can't concentrate. hahah! After dinner, i started to study again and i find that i can actually absorb and concentrate! haha! Silly me! I should have eat something! Hai me so touchy, keep feel like crying crying crying when i can't study in!

Next time i will not skip my meal le! If not will end up like today! Want to cry, want to shout! So depress and unbearable! haha!

Thanks to studying, i today did not think to much! Only alittle bit! When i want to cry out for help, i want to chat with someone to make me feel better, i want to find someone to go eat with me, i want to ask someone to pei me study, i always think of ahem first. But, eventually, is someone else that i would approach. haha! I do really think i should not mention that to ahem that day! Cos after that day, everything i would like to do or have trouble, i would think of ahem first to approach!haha! But as always, i ended up approach others! haha! Why am i like this?? I should stop behaving like this or it would be a burden to other as well as ahem!

Maybe i am hoping for some changes, but i don't think it would have a change. I should faster forget about it and return to my normal self before i do something more embarrassing that would make me even more depressing, troubled and sad!~! Study study here i come! haha! I will hunt back my normal self again asap! haha!

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DAY 3 of MPP

I am going crazy! Why on earth do we need to study this subnet thingy! It driving me crazy! I Can't absorb in! Wrong course wrong course! I want to give up! This stupid course i am studying! Why am i studying this?!

Feel so pak chae! Today there is no time for depression! I did not think about that matter today! cos my mind is occupied by this stupid course! WHY I CHOOSE THIS COURSE!

I want to drop out! BUt isn't it silly when i want to drop out at the time when i am about to go to year 3?! LOR! No dropping out! No dropping out! Must withstand to the end of this stupid course! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!! ANGRY!

I am so hungry!

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DAY 2 of MPP

Yesterday slept at 4am plus! Thus today i woke up at 1pm plus! Once i woke up, i started playing Facebook. Collect my Cafe World food, Harvest my County Story(farm), happy farm, barn buddy and farm country. Go to happy island to collect money, and home inn to serve my cooked food. haha! All this occupied 1-2hour plus of my time le!

Felt hungry but everyone at home have either eaten or went out already, thus i call xiu ling to try my luck if she is free. Wanted to ask shin pei along but she stay Jurong, so asked xiu ling only as she stay nearer. HAHA! Xiu ling is free! So is Abel! haha! So they accompanied me eat KFC! WAHAH! I enjoy eating/going out with them as they always got funny things to say! Make me laugh laugh laugh! Because of them, i am happy for that 1hour late lunch time! haha!

But soon after we finish lunch, i fetch them home and went to Jurong to fetch Marvin for dinner! During that traveling time, my mind went wondering around. Was unhappy again until i reach his home. Fetched him and headed home. Soon it was 7pm, headed out for dinner at Kallang leisure there. Eat shabu shabu! MY favourite! haha!

Today, i was unhappy for a short well only as most of the time today, there are people around me that kept my mind from wondering else where. But now, at home, this moment, when i am blogging away, when no one was around now, i am sad again. Not really sad, but depress and very much feel so pak chae! haha! lor!

Why pak chae? Because most of the time, i have been struggling. Wanted to ask ahem pei me eat lunch so next time when we meet each other in outing, i will not be embarrassed, but i can't get myself to asked. Wanted to asked ahem want to go watch movie as i am very bored, but then again, i dare not to ask. I was thinking to go out more with ahem so i will not be embarrassed and can quickly recover so as this matter would not trouble me and affect my studies and also we can become best friend i think *sob*. But, i dare not to ask. I scare. I am a coward! I am afraid of everything! Why am i born like that!

I scare of embarrassment, i scare of ghost, i scare of pain, i scare of insect, i scare of been scold, i scare of getting into trouble, i scare of been hated! EVERYTHING I SCARE! I am a fine example of COWARD! I Hate it this way! If only i have never mention it that day, this wouldn't happen!!

Now i really have no motivation and no mood to study! With all the upcoming written test and practical test, i am going to faint! I totally no mood. I am such a spoilt girl! Always thinking of running away, dropping out. My parent must be real unfortunate to have me as their daughter!

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DAY 1 of MPP

My stomach hurt likes hell! hahaaa! Don't know what happen.

Today Eunice accompany me to watch mid night movie haha!The Vampire Assistant! Quite nice but Eunice say it was a little boring in the middle part! hhaha! But i think it was okay! haha! Maybe it is not her type of movie (she commented)! hahah! Oh, she did comment that the fighting part was nice! wahahah! Thanks to Eunice for accompanying me, my mind is occupied for that 1 hour plus duration!

Hmmm, i still feel sad but it is okay i guess! hahaha! I just need some more time to be normal again! whahah! Not a big deal right Priscilla! haha! Hmmmm, but still, it is a bit tough for me to handle and face that person again.

Actually, i don't know why on earth would i mention it and where on earth this stupid courage came from! Despite regretting, somehow i feel a little relief as i can stop guessing and hoping for miracle. hahahaa! Hmmm, i guess i am the only one in earth to react like this? Am i odd? haha! Don't know! For now, i should stuff myself with work to get silly thought out from my head.

To: Ahem,

i hope your promise will be kept, or i really will a _ _ _ d y_ _ r. hahah =) =(

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My Big Move?

Thanks to ahem, i feel better! But still, feel embarrassed and depress! ahhaha! But i understand. I think i just have to move on? Haahah! Ahem say dun need to avoid, but i guess, given my characteristic, i most likely to avoid! WAHAAHAHA! hmmm, but i guess i just have to train myself to face with embarrassment. Thanks stilL!

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