Name: ~~zhuzhu~~ Birthday: 13th March Behaviour: Very Bad Likes:SlackIng Dislikes:Slacking

1)HopE that Dove & Truffle can live a healthy life!
2)Hope YeaR 2 will bE gOoD!
3)Hope Everyone happy!
4)HoPe i cAn faster sLim down =( 5)HOPE MY FAMILY MEMBERS ALL HEALTHY! =)

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Dreams make me happier than reality 

I feel so stupid! Terribly stupid! But at the same time, i feel hatred! I don't know if what i heard was the truth or not. But if it is existing, i felt insulted, stupid and embarrassed. If it is really existing, i hate you! Hate you for your lies! I Hate you much!! I felt stupid stupid and even stupid! 


But if that was in the past, it will be a different story.


Yesterday woke up with a dream that hurts me alot by you, but i felt happy as at least in the dream, i felt alittle happiness that u gave. But why.... why?? People say dreams are the reverse of reality. But why, yesterday it happen and hurts the same way it does in my dream? It affected my mood. I'm happy awaiting yesterday meeting to meet up with all my lovers! But i can't enjoyed it because my mood was terrible. I felt sad. But its not caused by them. 


Why must i heard that coincidently? It heavily affected my mood... Felt like crying many time yesterday, but it was my son birthday celebration. How can i react that way...Spoit everyone mood. And now, i have no mood to study for tml exam. No mood... Yesterday meeting was a terrible one for me as i can't enjoy the time with them with me feeling so horrible about something else. I was feeling so excited to meet them, but, turns out, i was not in a good mood that i have never talk to them. I just practically answer their question in a sentence. I'm sorry guys! I felt guilty for not been able to talk to your because of my own problem. Before yesterday, i was hoping to meet up and chat happily with your. But, something just destroy my mood =( (not cause by any of your =))


I wanted to show your the true me. But its turn out the other way. Now, i just hope to forget my unhappiness and await for the next meeting to come. I love to meet up with them =) But i hate myself for not been able to engage well with them =( haahaa


How i wish i could die in my dreams. Forever no need to wake up to face this cruel world. I'm feeling so hurt

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