Name: ~~zhuzhu~~ Birthday: 13th March Behaviour: Very Bad Likes:SlackIng Dislikes:Slacking

1)HopE that Dove & Truffle can live a healthy life!
2)Hope YeaR 2 will bE gOoD!
3)Hope Everyone happy!
4)HoPe i cAn faster sLim down =( 5)HOPE MY FAMILY MEMBERS ALL HEALTHY! =)

aLLan[A-forces]
yAn qiNg[y-forces]
zhIen yI[w-forces]
kEnnEth[k-forces]
meI zHen[m-forces]
lInlOng[l-forces]

hongling
Yan Jie
xin yi
ida
cheryl
qUeenSovereign's
Si hao

grace [wu gui]
wAn waN
aarone
yOu se
yVonNe

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I want to get closer to your =(

Suddenly, i feel like i really care alot. I keep thinking of them, keep awaiting the next meeting. I'm willing to pay any amount just to make them happy. I'm willing to do alot of things. Sometime i wonder, do they know i care about them as much even i never express it out? Do they actually care for me as much as i care?

I understand, one must not calculate how much you have given or contribute as all of this are coming deep down from your most sincere heart. But still, sometime i have this curiosity. Because i always feel that they are the ones that i must not, ever not, lose them. I do not express much, cause i dare not too. I'm afraid to revel my real self, i'm afraid to show how much i care, i'm afraid of everything. Maybe this is why there is a distance.

But i do really hope they would know they means much to me =) As much as asking me out in the middle of the night to keep them company. I'm willing to if they asked. But, it must not be for no reason or etc. HAHAA!

Sometime i do find it real hard to express myself. Those best friend that i have are the ones that i admire most! They are the ones that come close to me, let me know they won't despite me and will back me up =) 

I would like to be that kind of friends to them too, but i dare not. I'm afraid of rejection. I'm afraid they are not willing to revel themselves to me. =(

Many times in the night, i felt lonely, i feel like crying for no reason. It's always like that. No reason. haha!! Felt lonely, felt like chatting, but i will only disturb the ones that i know they are with me and will not find me a nuisance. HAHAA! 

Who is willing to let me disturb? haha! Who is willing to chat with me when i'm bored or down or unhappy? Who? Let me know =) 

GRACE, YOU SE, AARONE, JEREMY, WEI DA! Your are mine! Don't run away! Come nearer to me... I realize so much...so so much during this 3 years! I realize how much i care about your although i don't express out. I always quite quite when we are out, but actually, i wanted so much to talk, i wanted so much to blend in, i wanted so so so much to laugh with your, i wanted alot. I realize how much i want to get closer to your although i really don't know how. I don't know how to get over my fear for embarrassment, fear that i would say something offensive, etc. I realize your (include all my BF) are the best, but i don't know how to let me be the best for your. 

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